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| 02:55pm 06/11/2006 |
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mood:  extremely confused
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KP0189: oh my god
deficio abeo: I KNOW RIGHT
deficio abeo: ME TOO
KP0189: whats yours?
deficio abeo: i just woke up. it's my day off, so i don'
deficio abeo: t care.
deficio abeo: READY YOU GO
KP0189: okay so
KP0189: talked to johnny last night
KP0189: for, no lie, 5 hours
KP0189: oh my god its was nuts
deficio abeo: why 5 hourss?
KP0189: we were talking about everything...
KP0189: like EVERYTHING
KP0189: what went wrong, why, how we both regret it
KP0189: blah blah blah
KP0189: OH MY GOD
KP0189: and
KP0189: hes
KP0189: engaged
deficio abeo: how old is he?
KP0189: 19
KP0189: and get this
KP0189: him and his girlfriend (who he left me for) broke up for like a week like a month ago
KP0189: and he lives with this other girl
KP0189: and he fucked up
KP0189: cause they had sex
KP0189: and shes pregnant now
KP0189: but he doesnt know if its his
KP0189: HOW FUCKED UP ALEX
deficio abeo: rofl.
deficio abeo: wow.
KP0189: his girlfriend has no idea
deficio abeo: likes to slam a lot of pusssaaaaaay
KP0189: so anyway
KP0189: thats only part of the story
KP0189: basically, alot of things were said and a lot of tears were shed, on both parts
KP0189: and it came down to us wanting to get back together
deficio abeo: WHAT
deficio abeo: are you an idiot?
KP0189: ive always loved him alex
KP0189: i think i am an idiot
deficio abeo: why tf do girls do this kind of stuff man
deficio abeo: he will do the same stuff to you dude
KP0189: because girls are fucking stupid
KP0189: i dont know
KP0189: i dont think so
deficio abeo: ROFL
deficio abeo: then if you think that
deficio abeo: that's just comical
deficio abeo: "IT WON'T HAPPEN TO ME, HE LOVES ME."
deficio abeo: no.
deficio abeo: he doesn't.
deficio abeo: he says he does.
deficio abeo: but he will do the same stuff to you
am i stupid? am i right? what's gonna happen? it doesn't matter...he has his girlfriend and i have my boyfriend and long distance shit never works out, so it'll never happen again anyway. why cant things EVER be fuckin easy.
i miss being 14. i miss it so fucking much. |
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| this is about it. |
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| 01:36am 11/10/2006 |
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swimmintoasters: I'd give my life for two years ago |
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| this is so fucking true. |
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| 11:19pm 28/05/2006 |
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you know, over the past 2 years, things have changed so fucking much in my life. it's nice to know something hasn't.
SwimminToasters: i always wanted to be with you
SwimminToasters: and i was always determined that i would be
i gotta shower. work tomorrow...again. |
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| 04:37pm 09/05/2006 |
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mood:  yeeeah music: jimmy eat world-a praise chorus <3
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so wow, i talked to joel for the first time in like 2 years (prolly more like a year and a half) and it was fun
and since livejournal is gay now, i cant figure out how to do a cut (its long, so dont read it if you dont want to):
KP0189: joel
tomatosblow: hey
tomatosblow: whos this
KP0189: haha
KP0189: you have to guess
tomatosblow: i give up
KP0189: alright, ill help you
tomatosblow: ok
KP0189: you haven't seen me or talked to me in like almost 2 years
tomatosblow: hmm
KP0189: and...im a girl
KP0189: _ _ _ _
tomatosblow: kate
tomatosblow: ?
KP0189: no
tomatosblow: where r u from lol
KP0189: i cant say
KP0189: cause that'll definitely give it away, lol
tomatosblow: hmm
tomatosblow: ill just start guessing
tomatosblow: four letter names i guess lol
KP0189: okay
tomatosblow: leah
KP0189: no
tomatosblow: sara
KP0189: its not a regular name
tomatosblow: kana
KP0189: my real name has 6 letters
tomatosblow: umm
KP0189: kana, wtf?
tomatosblow: lol
tomatosblow: i know a kana
tomatosblow: mighjt not be how u spell it lol
KP0189: lol
tomatosblow: hmm
tomatosblow: gimme another hint
KP0189: hmm
tomatosblow: kelly
KP0189: thats 5 letters
KP0189: haha
tomatosblow: fuck
KP0189: i said 6
KP0189: lol
KP0189: okay i got a hint
KP0189: and if you dont guess it after this hint im just gonna send a pic to you
tomatosblow: ok
KP0189: okay...you met me 4 years ago
KP0189: i really cant believe you haven't guessed yet
tomatosblow: pot head
tomatosblow: what can i say lol
KP0189: you've smoked with me before
tomatosblow: thats the big hint lol
tomatosblow: u could be anyone
KP0189: lol, you still have no idea, huh?
KP0189: haha
KP0189: alright, wanna see a pic?
tomatosblow: yea
KP0189 wants to directly connect.
tomatosblow is not accepting Direct IM requests or does not support the Direct IM feature..
KP0189 wants to directly connect.
tomatosblow is not accepting Direct IM requests or does not support the Direct IM feature..
KP0189: hold on
tomatosblow: kk
KP0189: where do you live now?
tomatosblow: moultonborough
tomatosblow: u?
KP0189: i cant tell you:-)
KP0189: you'll figure it out
KP0189: i thought you moved back to ny
tomatosblow: yea
tomatosblow: i did
tomatosblow: but then i moved back
tomatosblow: were u my first?
tomatosblow: lol jm
KP0189: .hahaha
KP0189: you prolly dont even rememeber who your first was
KP0189: okay
KP0189: im gonna send you a picture of you
KP0189: and i took it
KP0189: and maybe that'll help you figure it out
tomatosblow: i doubt
tomatosblow: it
tomatosblow: but ok
KP0189: hahaha, i know it wont
tomatosblow: the suspense is killing me
KP0189: really?
tomatosblow: yea
KP0189: damn, you might be disappointed
tomatosblow: lol
KP0189: do you have any ideas at all?
tomatosblow: no
KP0189: okay
KP0189: http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v207/kurdtkobane/joelintruck8-12-04.jpg
KP0189: we were coming back from the movies
tomatosblow: kelsey?
KP0189: yep
tomatosblow: no shit
tomatosblow: whats goin on
KP0189: DUDE
KP0189: joel
tomatosblow: oooo
tomatosblow: ohio
KP0189: i havent talked to you in like forever mane
KP0189: ^man
tomatosblow: i know right
tomatosblow: whats been up
tomatosblow: damn thats an old ass picture huh
KP0189: yeah dude
KP0189: like almost 2 years
KP0189: so whats happening
tomatosblow: i just got home from work not to long ago
KP0189: where you working
tomatosblow: building and installing docks for center harbor dock and pier
KP0189: damn, that sounds like it sucks
tomatosblow: naw its not that bad its a good work out
tomatosblow: u got ne more pix of me?
tomatosblow: thats an old one
KP0189: im sure i do
KP0189: man i got so many pics of everyone back then
KP0189: did you miss me last summer?
tomatosblow: hell yea
tomatosblow: where the fuck were u
KP0189: it was some fuckin bullshit ma
KP0189: ^man
KP0189: haha, i fucked that word up twice
KP0189: so anyway
KP0189: i was in charlotte and i fucked up and they wouldnt let me go up to nh
KP0189: because i really pissed off annie's mom
KP0189: hey, what time is it?
tomatosblow: 4 fucken 20
KP0189: haha
tomatosblow: oo i gotta get my bowl
KP0189: thought so
tomatosblow: thank u
tomatosblow: i just barely made it in time
tomatosblow: r u smokin
KP0189: lol
KP0189: nah, i did like an hour ago
KP0189: so im good
KP0189: im fuckin hungry too
KP0189: and i havent had a cigarette yet
KP0189: brb
tomatosblow: alrigyht
tomatosblow: im gonna smoke a bowl
KP0189: lol nevermind
tomatosblow: then a butt too lol
KP0189: i went to go upstairs to get my cigs and i took one step and stepped right on em
KP0189: so you still gonna take to me while you smoke that?
tomatosblow: hell yea
tomatosblow: lol
KP0189: lol
tomatosblow: i just exhaled
tomatosblow: then typed lol
tomatosblow: so r u comin up this year
KP0189: lol
KP0189: man joel
KP0189: you have no idea how bad i want to
tomatosblow: yea
tomatosblow: u have no idea how bad i want u
tomatosblow: to lol
KP0189: lol
tomatosblow: :-P
KP0189: i missed everyone up there
KP0189: my summer fuckin sucked last year
tomatosblow: im sorry
KP0189: nah, its cool
KP0189: cause this ones gonna be sweet
tomatosblow: how can it be cool lol
tomatosblow: u just said it blowed
tomatosblow: yea
tomatosblow: of course
KP0189: yeah
tomatosblow: summer is what u make of it
KP0189: make up for lost time
KP0189: oh my god, this cigarette is so god
KP0189: good, too
KP0189: lol
tomatosblow: im jealous
tomatosblow: i cant smoke inside
KP0189: why not?
tomatosblow: well i can weed
tomatosblow: but not cigs
KP0189: thats jew
tomatosblow: well
KP0189: who do you live with?
tomatosblow: i live with my brother
tomatosblow: and he doesnt smoke buttts so
KP0189: isahia?
KP0189: lol, i know thats not spelled right
KP0189: lemme try again
KP0189: isaiha?
tomatosblow: one more time
KP0189: haha
KP0189: alright
KP0189: lemme take a drag and think
KP0189: its a menthol too
KP0189: hmm
KP0189: isahia?
KP0189: shit, thats what i said the first time
KP0189: lol
KP0189: fuck it, i give up
tomatosblow: lol
tomatosblow: isaiah
tomatosblow: and no
tomatosblow: i live with my step brother ryan
KP0189: you have a step-brother?
tomatosblow: its pronounced izayah
tomatosblow: yea three of them
KP0189: yeah i know
tomatosblow: and one of them is named joel
KP0189: nuh uh
KP0189: you serious
tomatosblow: yea
KP0189: have you always had them?
tomatosblow: no
KP0189: yeha, i didnt think your mom was married
tomatosblow: shes not
tomatosblow: my dad is
KP0189: damn, see i dont see you in a year and you have a new family
KP0189: oh
KP0189: i see
tomatosblow: hmm
tomatosblow: well
tomatosblow: i gotta go to joels house lol
tomatosblow: ttyl if your on
KP0189: alright
KP0189: you can just im my cell phone if you're on
and i was reading an old convo from june 6th 2003 between me and tyler (and derrick) hahaha.
anyway i cant wait til this summer. im fuckin psyched.
im coming back.
(ps, tomorrow is johnny's birthday, aka one year since we broke up) |
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| 09:55pm 24/04/2006 |
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i just looked at so many new hampshire people's myspaces...joel, ryan, chris, pat, nick, steve, katie, mandy, emily, ronnie...the only person's i didnt look at was justin's. i miss 14. |
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